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leann
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i still think about you everyday, and miss you everyday.
So I posted earlier this week about how I girl looking for some sex Atascadero CA felt about you. Hoping, still, that its meant to work out in the end. I just wanted to say that I'm still holding true to my words that I said earlier. Regardless of people ing me stupid and saying I'm wrong, stupid, and pathetic for hoping in my heart for things to fall into place and we can cross paths again. It seems like many people don't understand how I feel about you, and I don't even know how you feel. I wish i did, because you can't accept assumptions and things other people say because they aren't always true. I just hope that this holding on in my heart, and this belief I have is true. Because everyone is telling me that I am wrong and that I'm just feeling this way, that you don't feel anything for me, and that I need to stop being "stupid." Maybe they say so because everyone has a different situation, or because they could care less because they are all happy in their relationships and my feelings dont matter. I do not know. But I truly hope that how I feel about you, how I miss you, and how much you mean to me will hold true and we can be happy together again. I honestly do not know how you feel, at all, and it does frustrate me, but, I can't do much about it, it is out of my hands. I always wonder if you still think of me or miss me too, and maybe you feel the same I do. I hope you do. I can only hope so,and if you don't feel the same and see me as someone who is insignificant in your life now, then that is something I will have to learn to live with. But for some reason, honestly, I keep thinking and believing that I am right in how I feel, or maybe it is my heart refusing to accept that mistakes were made and now it longs for you, and only you. I understand that everyone makes mistakes, and everyone has their problems, things will inevitably happen. I just hope that it is God's plan for both of us, to be together again, and that the path I'm on right now will bring me back to you, and then I will know that the way I feel was right, and everyone else was wrong. I know what we had wasn't perfect, as no one is, also nothing is ever perfect, but it was something amazing, and being apart from you just makes me realize that I treasured every second with you more now than I did then. I hope and pray the best for you, even if I don't hear from or see you, but know that you are truly missed and loved, by this saddened heart. I also want to say to anyone who is looking for that person like I am, the one that they love, to not give up hope, and to take a chance, leave initials, text them, them or whatever you would do, because its better to have tried than constantly wondering what if. All in all, I love you,even if I never get to tell you that. I want you to be happy. I can only live my life everyday the best I can, and just hope that the plan God has for me, just maybe, will bring us together again.
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